Where to begin?  I guess I will start with why I started this blog. It's a long story.  A long time ago I blogged all the time.  I was a mom, working part time, with four young children at home.  I was living out in the wilderness, isolated and frustrated, and my blogs were my connection to the adult world.  I loved it.  Then I went back to school, in January 2009.  I had this dream, from the time I was four years old, to become a lawyer.  I still had a couple of years to finish my BA, which I did.  Then I went to law school.  Graduated in 2014. I stopped writing and reading for pleasure.  I felt all bottled up.  My journey to the bar exam was rough.  I postponed it because I had to deal with my mom's death during my 3L year, emotionally and financially.  This is a strictly bare boned accounting, shit got real.  I took the bar a year after graduating, last July, and flunked it.  I took it again this week.  I feel pretty good about it, but who knows, right?    I made a decision ...