I am sitting on my balcony. It has been hot and dry for far too long. A few rainy days over the winter and spring, no snow in Albuquerque. But this evening is different. I came out because there was a good breeze, though it was blazing hot this afternoon. I sat on my laptop and looked for jobs and played Scrabble, just amusing myself. The breeze was blowing around the cotton that the cottonwood trees a few blocks from my balcony, along the Rio Grande, were swirling all around me, and it was as if I were living in a hot, dry snow globe. And then you feel just the slightest change, the humidity rises and the breeze turns cool. It isn't raining here, but you can see the outer bands of thunderheads building. I got an alert about severe storms to our south, not too far away, and I looked at the forecast and we have afternoon thunderstorms expected every day now.
I have been watching closely for 10 years and almost every year monsoons have started July 1. I have heard that it is predicted that we would start early and have a good season. Let's hope so, New Mexico really needs a boost!
Where to begin? I guess I will start with why I started this blog. It's a long story. A long time ago I blogged all the time. I was a mom, working part time, with four young children at home. I was living out in the wilderness, isolated and frustrated, and my blogs were my connection to the adult world. I loved it. Then I went back to school, in January 2009. I had this dream, from the time I was four years old, to become a lawyer. I still had a couple of years to finish my BA, which I did. Then I went to law school. Graduated in 2014. I stopped writing and reading for pleasure. I felt all bottled up. My journey to the bar exam was rough. I postponed it because I had to deal with my mom's death during my 3L year, emotionally and financially. This is a strictly bare boned accounting, shit got real. I took the bar a year after graduating, last July, and flunked it. I took it again this week. I feel pretty good about it, but who knows, right? I made a decision ...
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